caffeine. my lifesource. my source of sanity...or is it?

"at this point, i think my blood is nearing 80% caffeine. probably isn't possible...but I don't give a fuck." - moi, 12:15am

its past midnight, and i'm fuckin aggravated and stressed. euge doesn't like aggravation or stress. i've got so much shit to take care of before i go off to Toronto this weekend and sure enough, more shit flies my way. I've got a mess of financial crap to deal with related to the Zine. Usually when you know something is urgent and fairly time sensitive, especially when it deals with money transactions...you take care of it..IMMEDIATELY. fuck, apparently reliable people are hard to find. GAH!!! Again, if i didn't have to worry about money in terms of running the Zine, all would be well.

and on top of all this, the stress that's coming from my 3D project is just killing me. I need to get this bullshit assignment off my hands. Gawd...do you think the caffeine, my beloved coffee is contributing to my anger driven mood? Cuz fuck almighty I'm just so pissed off. I know I need to chill...but honestly. If there's one pet peeve of mine, its always been incompetence. I hate incompetent people, to the degree when you ask for something done, you expect it to be done.
I know at the moment, all I see is negativity right now, but I know in the long run, this is something I'll never escape. There will always be incompetent people around, especially once you land yourself in your career field. There's always people acting as the proverbial wrench in the machine, fucking everything up...AGGHHHH.

Sigh...I really need this week to end.

BTW, Maxwell Coffee, you'll always have a special place in my heart.