there's just never enough time in the day

"I wonder how many calories I consume everyday...hmm. Must be well in the thousands at least...I'm hungry." - moi, 1:39am

and another day is over. fuck was it ever busy today. its been one hell of a day interms of multitasking and getting shit done on the computer -- a combination of conversing with Zine staff, collecting articles, finalizing quotes with the printers, prepping a tutorial presentation for Thursday and finding time to do a little more work on my 3D model. once again...there's just never enough time in the day.

boy, wouldn't it be nice if we could just pause time, get our work done, and then resume the clock again and partake in more leisurely activities? Although I went out for wings tonight (for dinner), and even though it was quite enjoyable - the break was very welcomed - the only thing that was running through my head was "when do i get back to work?"

Yes...another addiction of mine. Workaholic...yep, that would be. I thrive on activity. I thrive on occupying myself in "doing" something. Somehow, I have a hardtime being inactive, and when I do, I feel guilty. At times I blame my mom...I put the blame on genetics. Somewhere down the line in my genetic code, I inherited this from her. She drowns herself in work. Could never understand why, but as I grow older, I can kinda relate. At the end of the day though, I can't completely put the blame on her. This is all a byproduct of my personality. I long for recognition, respect...I try not to settle for second best. Call it being overly ambitious, but I want to make a name for myself. Then again, this could all stem from fear of failure (but that's a story for another time).

In anycase, I am tempted to work later into the night but sometimes one must learn when to quit and hit the hay. Appearently they say sleep is a good thing. Yeh...crock of shit. They'd say otherwise if they had a pile of work to do. With that said, God bless caffeine.

hmm...I do look awfully tired though. Maybe I should get some beauty sleep. mmmm...sleep. With my luck, I'll probably be working in my sleep....damn the Man.